You say

you understand,

but you don't.

You. Really. Don't.



Maybe,
I should really
keep it to myself.

Never again
telling people how i feel.

Just keep it in,
make it through,
and smiling again.

All i want,
is just to be happy.
That's all it is.

Hello, anybody there?
I found myself lost in the middle of nowhere and I felt terribly lonely. I find myself being weird and unusually difficult to get along with others. (Lack of communication skills, perhaps?) How does it feel to be peculiar, strange, or maybe being different? Everyone around me just seems so normal to me, and I'm the only one being so unalike. I really want to find my own kind of people out there somewhere, or is there even any? It just makes me feel so out of place. Just keep telling myself somewhere out there I might find myself a place to feel belonged. Somewhere I can feel safe and not alone. I really wish I could.
Maybe someday, I will become a whole new person that I have always wished for.